losing friends

Whenever i felt i am losing a friend
i have fought hard to keep them with me
but wheneverer i fought to keep them with me
they have gone more distant from me

but still i am not able to take risk
to be silent when i feel a friend going away from me.
( i still believe that some one will understand why i am fighting)

Life : the big race

I met myself

after a long time

and i am ready

for the big race 

once again.

You Can...

You can paint your face with my ashes,

but you can never cover the blood stains.

You can manure your plant with my corpse,

but you wont be able to savour its fruits.

You can eat my raw meat,

but you will fail to digest it.

You can beat your drums with my bones,

but that music will drive away your fans.

You can use my skin to disguise yourself,

but it wont change your inner self.

You could stab me with the right tool, 

But you couldnt touch my soul .

And my soul still pray for your well being,

for you dont know what you are doing.

Lost in 2008

I lost quite a lot in 2008.
people ,beliefs and faith.
The loss of some helped me
to lessen the unwanted baggage
I carried all throughout,
But the loss of someone special
created a vaccum,
However the most precious thing i gave up last year was FAITH

Faith in people and human relationships.

(there are exceptions , some wonderful exceptions also)